Sent today to the Moderators at Beginning Life.

I deserve to know exactly why I have been summarily banned from Beginning Life. I know full well that it's intentional, not a mistake, because my blog has been moved and I can't even post in the public area anymore due to a probable lock on my IP range.

Is it because I posted a note to say that your Golden Children, Dana Lee, Theresa and the insufferable Lisagurl, do not speak for me? If toeing the party line is what's required to stay in BL, maybe I should have left on my own accord long ago, like so many of the other rats fleeing your sinking ship. Have you not noticed a fair number of people that aren't posting anymore, people who are sick and tired of the free rein given to a Chosen Few? I happen to know where a good deal of them have gone, and they have moved on out of frustration, as we all watch the formerly beautiful ship known as Beginning Life, something I believed in and gave my heart to, go down in a sea of tattered sails, wood rot and rusty metal

I also find it interesting that at least two of your Moderators, namely Zoe and Hilary, are not being consulted as to what is going on; they haven't a clue as to why I have been given the boot. I suspect this is true in the cases of a good number of other members too I thought you all shared information with each other before people got banned? Clearly this isn't the case. I haven't done anything wrong and you know it. I haven't been anything but supportive to BL members, and don't wear the title of Mama Bear for nothing.

I'm sending this message to everybody from BL who's address I have. I deserve...and expect...a proper answer

Natalie 'RadarGrrl' Murray, Formerly proud BL member
Trenton, Ontario

I'm such a shit-disturber!